MY LIFE WITH ANGELS.

3d-abstract_hdwallpaper_angels-fairies_35188I have always been interested in the supernatural in one way or another. I was born under rather unusual circumstances. My mother was uneasy in our home that we rented in Germany, there was my brother, Christopher and my sister, Elaine, Tracy was four years old and she saw in this house a ghost of an old man with a grey suit. She also convinced of dolls walking on her bed towards her. My mother was cleaning up and she just lifted a rug up to tidy it up, my mother was heavily pregnant with my twin and I. Under the rug was a pentagram she was horrified. She got a bucket and water and started to scrub it. She scrubbed really hard and she started to have pains. My mother dragged herself up and got to her bed and she felt some pop on her bed and then pop off. She did not know what. She lost my twin and I was born, 5lbs born. I became ill and after 6 months of age, I was totally deaf. I had several operations in my ears. I started to hear at the age of 7 years and my sister, Tracy whom was little herself taught me how to speak.

My husband whom I married was no stranger to ghost himself as they had a ghost which spoke to at the age of 5 years when he was sleeping. He and I both know that we have met before in previous lives. he was also very psychic indeed. We got married and we did not have much at all in money or anything. We had three children, our eldest was a girl and we named her, Ruth. We also had two sons and we later found out that they had autism. We worked well with them and we also worked hard too. I was ill and I tried my best to them all. My life was really interesting as you may know our lives change every 9 years, we have had a hard life. I started to go on a site, to which I met Cynthia Silk a very good Angel Channeler. This was four years ago and I have done well as I use to do clairvoyant readings before. I see and feel images. I speak with the dead and the angels. I have to say Angel Gabriel has got gorgeous eyes, Kam is the teaser and Michael is the quiet one, plus Vincent is too. Mind you we have all had our giggly moments. I call them the lads. They rather like it ad also it wonderful to be able to speak with them sees them and hears them. My family are mostly dead but I do talk with them and it is a comfort being able to speak to them.

Meditating and also angel sessions too. People try too hard and also I just let it come to me. Doing Angel sessions over the internet is remarkable as we first did it 4 years ago. I was rather rusty, to begin with, and I really did not know what I was leading myself into. Anyhow, I have to say the Angels (lads) are wonderful and very patient too. They have a wonderful sense of humour and they will help me too. I was too hard on myself at times and I am the first person to do this sort of session. They are now more noticeable than ever as our worlds will be one. People will be able to speak to their loved ones themselves soon, as this is the age of mankind. When I have been in these sessions I have flown the long way and seen planets and they are so beautiful. I have seen planets being built. It is everlasting peace, contentment and also immortal as well as happiness. I have done readings since I was a child and succeed in helping people. I am pleased that people have been pleased with what they have heard. I hear the Angel singing and they celebrate things as well and they work and even work away from home for years. They are all beautiful and very caring also. I fly with the unicorn and swim with the dolphins. It is so easy to talk with them. I have seen my past and I have seen the presence as well as almost seeing the future. Angels are here to help us in our next cycle as I said this is the age of mankind and we shall go into space, technology will be astounding and we will see more than we should. From now on it will be exciting and the Angels cannot wait for mankind to realise that they can do more than they first thought.

By Cindy Pouson.

My son, Daniel and I – our joint Adventure.

I was really happy that Daniel had been asked to do an Angel session with Cynthia, the Angels and I.  It was lovely as we were the first ones to do this joint effort with Cynthia and the Angels, whom I call ‘the lads’.  I was intrigued to find out what was going to happen next.  It was a great adventure and I am so pleased that we have been chosen to do this.

Daniel was enthusiastic and as soon as Cynthia said that Angel Vincent was sending images, he was already seeing things.  We began to see them together too which was remarkable.  Cynthia had hoped that it would work and I had told her to have confidence as this was the first time that two of us were doing the sesame session at the same time.  As I said that Daniel saw an image of a person and the city.  It was an old man on top of the balcony and he was overseeing the city.  Daniel said that the old man was in charge of the city and Cynthia confirmed that this was correct.  We could also see what we could describe as an alien bird.

I was seeing the outside of the planet and looking into it and Daniel said it was night time and there were a moon and lights in the city.  I was seeing the same amazing place too and there was in the horizon a river and the old man came to Daniel and he had a cape on and had got a stick and it was taller than him, and he was pointing towards the city.  Daniel was drawn to the man who had a mask on and he also said that the city looked peaceful and the people looked primitive species.  They were primitive and they were very at ease with each other and we were going into the city to look around.  There were a lot of people gathering and there was a light of some sort in the middle of the city and it looked like a fire but it was special.  Daniel was seeing this with me and confirmed it as I told Cynthia.  Vincent agreed and we carried on telling Cynthia how fascinating this place was.  The fire seemed to be alive and we were both saying the same thing at the same time.  It was moving and it was a life too.  The fire was changing shape and it was turning into creatures, similar to dragons and mystical creatures.  I was an energy of some sort.  It also changed colours too, pink, green, blues and oranges and Cynthia confirmed that they were energy animals.  People were rejoicing and it was a ceremony of some kind and the people were hypnotized by its beauty.  The old man came along and he is very important and he was an elder the man that made decisions and he told us to rejoice with them and to join in.  Daniel at first could not hear and he began to start hearing what was being said.  The elder had said we could go through the big double doors and there were steps and I felt rather small compared to the very large doors. Before entering any building I always asked if I could go in and they stopped Daniel and I told the people that Daniel could go with me.  Daniel did not walk with me as he went elsewhere with someone and he went on top of the balcony with the elder and he was looking down at the centre of the building where I was.  Daniel was being talked to by the elder who took a great interest in him.

I, myself found that I was walking in the centre of the building up to the platform and the ceiling was so high and now Daniel was going to the platform in the higher part of the building.  It was the enormous part of the building and it had a crystal into his middle of it.  Everything seemed to be

made of crystal and there was marble too as the floor and pillars were.  I felt very honoured as well and important and felt that I could learn a great deal and Cynthia confirmed that I would do.  Daniel was looking at a microphone and then it looked at a flower and we could hear music in the background and Daniel was hearing the music and singing too.  Cynthia asked if I had recognised the song and Daniel said that it was sad. I seem to know the song from somewhere else, and I was pleased to hear it again, now the music sounded like rock music and then it was not we thought about it for a moment, the music sounded like Tibetan monk music and it was a special ceremony place where they honoured people.  It was a haunting melody and Daniel decided to touch the microphone.  Daniels started to look at his long nails which were a couple of inches and had very long fingers also and Daniel described what he was wearing, and as he was about to talk into the microphone and Daniel wore some kind of special ritual rope which was yellow in colour.  Daniel also had bracelets on both wrists and he was very tall and had a longish head and he was an ET.  Daniel looked at me and I was the female virgin of him.

The old man wanted him to say a few words into the microphone and I was in the centre of the room.  Daniel welcomed everyone and said a name which he could not pronounce or me for that matter.  We both have a speech impediment.  Cynthia asked Angel Vincent, and the ritual was called ‘Senonza’.  He welcomes those people who lived on the planet and those who did not, and let us get the ‘Senonza’ going and let the people rejoice and eat the food and drink and dance with joy.  The energy was glowing all sorts of different colures and we were fascinated with it and we kept putting our hands into the energy.  Cynthia had asked how it felt and I could not really describe it as I felt the energy was wonderful.  I started to describe ourselves and we were quite tall and wise and we were here to help others understand the wisdom and knowledge.  Daniel meanwhile had been looking at himself and he was tall and blondish/white hair with no eyebrows and Cynthia asked how tall we were and I said we were 8ft 6 inches tall and I was a little shorter with being a female.  Daniel was playing with the energy and Daniel could feel the vibrations and it felt moist and also felt good to him and he felt happier and he had touched the middle of the energy and it made a noise and changed into different colours, and the people looked at him when he did it.  Daniel thought he should not have done it and then said it was his planet and he was happy and felt contented there too and he said it felt like home to him.  Cynthia confirmed that the planet was his home and Daniel was no surprise at all.

There was a table with food on and I have to admit they did not look nice, but the people like it.  Daniel had a diamond shaped plate and Cynthia wanted us to try the food as she said we might like it, so we did.  The food looked like chicken and keep the head on it was part of the ritual and I was told to eat some by the people as it would do me well.  Cynthia confirmed this and said that I would benefit from the protein and they said to me the people that I did not eat enough which I wondered how they knew.  The meat was spicy a den we discovered then we had a white tongue, healthy looking.  We also looked at the dishes and realized that there was fruit and it was like grapes but with bumps on and we both ate them and they were really nice and they were lemons orange is what I can describe and the colours again were lovely, and I have to say it was very nice and there were lots of minerals too and the water was lovely also to drink.  There was a crystal type fruit and it was rather deceitful and when we tasted it, it was rather nice and had fluids in it and they were lovely.  Daniel really enjoyed the fruit and it was very soft and very nice tasting.

The elder came to us and we had to go into the garden and we saw a beautiful water fountain.  We looked up at the moon and next to it was a star.  The moon’s name was Zefza and the star was very significant and the star was called, Lefza.  Daniel surprised me again by saying that is where we had come from and Cynthia confirmed he was correct and now Cynthia asked why the star was so special.  Daniel meanwhile, had given me a glowing crystal to take home with me and Daniel was still drinking the fruit and Cynthia was intrigued by Daniel’s knowledge of the star and also gave names of 5 planets and he said that the start was important to the planet and the energy inside of it too, everything seems to sparkle too.  Daniel said he had children and he was correct about that and the star as it was full of energy.  There is the star was something in the middle of it, as there was some sort of energy in the middle of it and it glowed mostly white and it was very important again to the planet and the people as it kept the planet a life.  The people had their own language.  Daniel spoke about another planet and Cynthia asked if we wanted to go there as it was not far away and so off we went.

Our surroundings were changing and it was made out of crystals and the mountains were made of crystals also and everything glowed all different colours.  There were babies on this planet and I was given a baby.  The planet what I can describe is some out of a Superman movie the crystals caves and we could see one of them growing.  Cynthia reminded me of the baby and Daniel could see the baby and he picked the baby up and gave it to me, and the baby was a new, had gold rings with crystals on them and I loved the baby and the baby is mine one.  The baby was beautiful and looked very human too but different ethnicity and now Daniel has asked me to go to town and it was so peaceful and various was the word I was looking for.  It was so beautiful and there had not been a war for several thousand of years.  IT was wonderful that the planet had peace for so long and we were in the middle of the crystallised city and it was so beautiful I cannot really describe the words; meanwhile I was still holding the baby.  We were still walking around and I saw someone and smiled at him and gave him the baby and he was my husband at the time and the baby knew him well and was happy and giggling.  I gave him the baby to hold as I did this Daniel and I looked up to the sky and it looked like the northern lights with all the crystals shining in the sky and it was so beautiful, there was no pollution bad it was so clean and clear and we had been kind to this planet and we had made the planet and Angel Vincent had confirmed this with Cynthia.  We were making it safe and clean and it was man made.

We were walking around and we are not important on this crystal planet and there are no crimes and nothing but goodness on the planet. Everyone was equal on this planet.  We walked along and we saw a Blue Angel statue which was crystallised and it was a fountain again and it was beautiful too.  I put my hand in the water and it was a crystallised fountain too as well as the statue. This fountain was a healing fountain and Cynthia said we both may bathe in it and we did.  We bathed our faces in it an also it felt tingly and we felt so nice and warm in it also. Daniel felt a little shy at first and we had to reassure him that is was ok to bathe and the layers down in the waters and he closed his eyes and Cynthia said it would help both of us and so we spent our time in it and went swam.  It felt soft and warm and it felt like a bed but more comfortable and Daniel completely emerge into the water and he felt lonely.  We were to spend time in it and Daniel was approached by a man and was more interested in Daniel than I which I was so pleased about, he was in charge of the healing fountain.  Daniel felt full of life and this man who was talking to Daniel was talking to him and he was important too.  The man had told Daniel that the water was important to him and it was a healing fountain.  This fountain would help to heal Daniel of his ailments.  The man wanted to take charge of the healing for us both and he was kind and caring and the healing fountain was so lovely and powerful too.  Daniel was soaking in the fountain and he had long hair and so did I and we both started to feel better.  The healing waters made me a little tired and it would help me to relax too.  I was told by Cynthia that the healing waters would help me sleep that night as it and Daniel had gone tired also.  Daniel needed to relax too.  We both needed the sleep for the energy to work its magic on us.  I looked at Daniel on the planet and he had yellow eyes and he looked human but not.

We were taken home by Angels Michael and Gabriel, we returned home and Daniel as so eager to draw what he had seen.  This was the first time that a joint visual had taken place and Daniel was the second person to do this Angel Session with Cynthia.

By Cindy Poulson

MY SON’S VISION.

 I have an autistic young man and he has learning difficulties too. One day he came up to me and said you know I cannot read and write but I do love Angels. He asks for guidance from the Angels and he has also asked them to heal me, He also asks them to heal me which is so lovely of him. He talks to Gabriel a lot. He talks to him quite a bit and I think this is why he had a vision that seemed so real. He told me that he has a very realistic vision which he wanted me to share with everyone.

Daniel sat and told me that he was approached by a very beautiful lady who had long blonde hair and she was tall and wore a pure white suit with a thick necklace, and white shoes to match. Daniel knew her name and she was called, Jenny Godfrey. He has shared some lives with her from time to time. Daniel said that she was his guardian Angel for him many times. They were walking along the corridor and had to climb these stairs and they were pure and white. As Daniel looked up the stairs there was a big square glass with this surrounding figure. Daniel asked who it was and she replied and said you already know who it is, ‘God’. , she nodded her head to him for reassurance. As they approached this glass box, Daniel touched the glass and with that Jenny kissed his forehead. He was very touched by that. ‘God’ was a handsome man with a beard that flowed and a moustache, with his hair down to his shoulders with a white gown. Personally, I think he just looks like a person like you or I. We will certainly know when the time has come.

Music started to play, Daniel and Jenny walked towards it and it was very soothing music. There were people there and suddenly Jenny received a crown of an Angel. They entered a beautiful Orchard with white roses and a hint of yellow. They were fantastic and they grew as they walked along the path, some of the white roses developed into Doves that flew away into the air into heaven. The white started to fade and them colours came along and the flowers started to grow bigger. The scent of the flowers was literally out of this world. There were mountains, trees and the animals there were so many of them that they definitely looked different to the ones on earth. The birds were colourful and also different to the ones on earth too. The peacocks were bigger and their wings oddly as the feathers were thicker and more colourful and they were glowing too. The colours turned into paintings. The birds were all singing a tune and it sounded so pleasant to hear. Funnily enough, children appeared and sing with the birds which were delightful.

Daniel looked to the sky and it started to get dark he has been there a long time and Jenny said it was time to go and as the stars came out he notice how shiny they were like a diamond they sparked so much. He noticed that it was dark there and it was morning here for us. He was happy to have experienced a lovely vision and it is nice to be able to share it with the world.

By Cindy Poulson

THE ENERGY ROOM ON THE RED PLANET

I have to admit my Angel Channeling has grown stronger over the past few months and even more so in January 2010.  I was proud of the fact my developments had improved and my dedication to Cynthia, my mentor and also the Angels too.  I have written these journals to help people learn from these and also to understand a lot better about Angels and Angel Channeling.  Also to learn that the Angels are human and they have houses, jobs, marriages and divorces as well as children.  I have been aware of the Angels for several months now and I am happy today that I have increased knowledge of the highest order.  Their wisdom and their unconditional love pull us through the day and they are not recognised by some people and they help us no matter what faith we believe in, or if we do not have a religion.  They help us each day and support us also and I feel we need to thank them for all what they do for us and also for their generosity.

I am certainly most pleased that I have started these Angel Sessions with Cynthia and I shall indeed help other to understand them.  I have not had the best education but I know that Angel Gabriel my Angel Channelled has helped me to write these journals and I would not know what to do without him.  He is supportive and kind also.  He has a lovely smile and lovely eyes too.  He will tickle the back of my neck or hold my hands, and he plays with my hair also.  Gabriel has been adorable and I am pleased that he is my Angel Channeled.

Cynthia blesses her is so helpful towards me and I really am pleased that we have become close friends.  Cynthia enjoys doing Angel Sessions with people and I am very lucky indeed.  Cynthia suggested we did another Angel Session to the Red Planet.  Cynthia told me to start the journey with Angel Gabriel.  I could see us hovering over the hazy red planet, to begin with, and we had landed gently on the planet.  Then flying further down it has mountains that so are high they nearly reach the sky with the waters, and grass as well as the flowers and animals.  The Angels were waiting at the futuristic hovercraft which was a wonderful technology.  We sat down on the seats and we travelled over to the land.  I had a look around and everything was unspoilt and very spiritual.  We were nearing the land and the man and two ladies were waving and smiling and it was lovely to see them again.  I could see they had my gown waiting for me.  We had landed and I put on my gowns and we were walking and I was happy to spend some time here when I go home to Jozhua and my children.  I love the marine life and also my friends the Dolphins too.  I wanted to know the names of the man and two ladies to thank them for their kindness.  Cynthia thought this was nice of me and I kept getting the name ‘Gerra’with an accent and apparently I was correct with the name, and this was the male.  I was flabbergasted by it and was so very pleased indeed.  Cynthia asked if I could get the names and I could hear the names, ‘Herra’ with an accent and Sierra with an accent.  I had not got names before and so I was over the moon by this.  The Angels were pleased that I had heard their names.

Continuing with the journey, I was not taken straight to the dolphins this time as they had shown me a cavern which was a healing room and it looked blue.  So I named it the Blue Healing Room.  It looked like blue saline watercolour and I was seated and I was given another tall drink and I could smell the fresh salt water.  It was lovely and the tall drink refreshed me too. When I had finished the drink. I was then told to go into the waters for 30 minutes and relax and it would help with the pains and aches. So I relaxed for half an hour.

After coming out of the waters, I felt refreshed and my aches had gone and I was just feeling a bit of pain in my hips.  My pain level had reduced from 7 to 3 on the scale.  This was good news and I was pleased so was Cynthia.  I have to say for the next level of this Angel session it was very different.  I felt different as I felt if I was floating and there was someone with me and he was a man and he was an Elder as well as a Healer.  He was tall and he had knowledge and wisdom too.  He was helping me to become stress-free, also I needed I needed to try and keep it to the minimum.  I knew this man and he asked me to trust him and he was pulling my hands and I could feel them being tucked gently.  The healer was very kind and sweet and I kept hearing the name Sierra with an accent and I did well but got it slightly wrong, ‘Naira’ which was going and I did wonderfully so Cynthia told me.  I needed to be calmer do not get too involved emotionally and just listen and help but do not get too emotional.  Do not listen to tempers flaring and ignore them rather than get upset.  Naira was a Counsellor too and he was showing me pictures of the lancet and to keep this in mind when I get upset and plus I would be going to this planet when I come home.  My time was not yet up but he said I would come back.  He also said I had so much to do on this planet, Earth.  He had said that he was pleased I was helping Cynthia through this sensitive time.  He also said that this planet was made for our Angels from different realms because all of them had made this planet, what it is today.  They had so much today and done a lot already.  There are plenty of projects to choose from.

I then started to hear all sorts of music all of a sudden and Cynthia inquired, what sort of music.  I had two pieces of music in my ears and one was a piano playing away and the other futuristic rock music.  The music meant something and our Angels like all sort of music to listen to and the love to dance to it too.  All Angels are different and people will realize it one day.  Angels inspire people and I think I was told to listen to music as I enjoy it even though I am partially deaf.  Naira started to relax me and I felt tired.  He looked at me and helped me to relax more and also just keep resting. He looked at me with his blue/green eyes and I was becoming more telepathically aware and connected too with him.  I was feeling rather anticipated by him and it felt strange and I felt if I was being pulled into his mind psychically, my face and body began to tingly as something was happening.  I felt a little panicky and he was floating forward and he was relaxing me and I felt sleepy and he was calling me again.  I realised there was someone else who had appeared in the room and there was a bright white light on my right side.  It was so bright I was closing my eyes as it hurt them a little. I was even shielding my face although I was peeking at who it was.  I could see a face and then the person was making me go forward to them and she was beautiful and she was smiling a lovely smile and I discovered it was ‘Aria’, she was very powerful and very nice too at the same time.  She held out her hands and I walked towards her and I gave Aria a hug and I was happy to see her again.  Aria had thanked me and it was lovely and all of a sudden, there was an echo bouncing around the room and it gave me a headache. At that point, I had a headache and Cynthia told me it would pass.  Aria was a beautiful Angel with a wonderful soul.  Aria told me that she will always be with me and guiding me through this life until I go home.

Naira was looking on and smiling and I was looking at myself and I was slimmer and my hair was long and curly too.  I began to look around and it was a wonderful place and Aria is such a gifted lady.  I had to tell Gabriel to turn down the music as it was far too loud and I could not stand it anymore.  The music was still there but it had calmed down thank heavens.  In Aria’s aura, there was white, silver and gold.

Apparently, Cynthia and I will become closer and we will end each other sentence’s and read each other’s thoughts.  It’s already happening now.  The Angels are so impressed with me and my dedication too and they said I have become quicker in my Angelic Channeling and I also kept hearing organ music and this is a mystery as no on knows what it means and maybe later on it will be revealed.  Some else came to me and it was Zain he is tall and handsome too.  I was surrounded by powerful Angels and I felt their energies and there was a circle of colours too.  I knew I was going to be healed as there was so much energy around me and there was allot to take in at the time.  My face was being touched and they were all smiling at me and reassuring me too.  They did not want me to be in pain anymore as the felt sorry for me as I had been in so much pain.  They told me to close my eyes and they said they were going to do their magic, which I found funny and they have such a lovely sense of humour too.  The healing was going to last 30 minutes again and I was looking forward to it too.  So that is what I did was rest while they helped me with my pain.

The 30 minutes had passed and Cynthia alerted me as I nearly nodded off to sleep and she asked me how I was?  I was feeling relaxed and more tired.  This was good news as I did not sleep very well at all.  I was so pleased that this was happening as I knew I would get a good night’s sleep.  I was going to swim with the Dolphins and I was pleased about that as I loved swimming with them and Cynthia knew I did.  Apparently, the Dolphins love me too.

Aria joined me on my journey with the Dolphins. I was please Aria was coming with me swimming with the Dolphins.  I said goodbye and thank you to Neyrra and Zain was coming with me too.  First, a new adventure with the dolphins and I had noticed there were two new dolphins and there was something different about them.  The dolphins were smiling and chatting away and they were so but too and they were slightly pink.  I knew somehow they were going to show us something different and it was going to be exciting too.  Zain, Aria and I mounted the Dolphins and we followed the Pink Dolphins and they went a different way and also they went deep into the waters.  We went under what seemed like a bridge and there was a pink look about the waters and it looked rather strange too.  It had a pink hazy look about it and there were mer-angels and things looked different pink crystals and there was a glow about it everywhere and it was surreal and I found there were new marine life and bubbles and spheres too.  It was fantastic and everything looked from a different world, it looked futuristic and looked like a new world, not any we have met before.  We had not seen these beings before and I had to describe them to Cynthia and there were from a different realm outside ours and they had come so far away, light years away.  They loved coming here in their spacecraft and some had stayed and others had come and gone.  Everything and everyone got on so well and this was the place to be.  The new marine world which they had created some had two mouths and more legs, to which I was describing the marine life here.  They were like our creatures of the deep but not.  Not all of them were pink; there were rainbow colours but not deep colours.  Like if they had been painted lightly.  There was a blue what type mammal and it was so much bigger than ours and it was very beautiful and the coral was truly out of this world.  Very gentle creature and aw so very serene and even the mer-angels were too.  They share a lot of wisdom with us and they seem to also share their knowledge and love.  This planet was a ‘Sanctuary’ for all Angels from all around the entire Universe.

I was asked if I was still underwater, we had come up and I then notice something gold in the distance and it glowed.  We were attracted to it and Cynthia enquired what I thought it was and we got closer to it and I had a bit of trouble making out what it was.  It was an energy and I finally realized it was an energy that glowed gold.  It was very powerful and it was like a healing energy and I wanted to touch it and I felt that it could help me psychically and I had to ask Aria what it meant.  This golden glow helped me to connect with the Angels better and Cynthia was so pleased that I could explain myself better about the golden glow.  I was being asked by my dear little friends that I could touch it and that it would not hurt me.  I felt it and it was going up my arm, into my body and mind and it was helping me.  Cynthia asked me how it felt and I told her that it tingled and that it vibrated throughout my body and mind. Cynthia had explained that energy does normally tingly and my hair even felt it too.  It is good for healing and funnily enough I kept getting a song, ‘Who Are You’, by the Queen, and I told Cynthia this and of course, being my mentor, she asked.” Who Are You”?  I am Angel Lucinda, and I am An Angel.  Cynthia, god bless her said Yes Cindy you are an Angel.  I felt weepy and I said I was more special than I thought and I had not realised it.  Cynthia agreed with me and I said I had to be more confident and assertive and that I would share my knowledge and wisdom as well with all Angels.  I can talk to Angels now and I could easily hear their names better than I have ever thought.  For some reason my Angelic Channeling has skipped ahead a bit, somehow I knew this.  I had asked Cynthia if this was right and Cynthia confirmed this and said that I was dedicated to the Angel Channeling and my journals quickly, and I felt honoured.  I thanked the angels and Cynthia too.

This cavern was so beautiful and it was so surreal like Cynthia said and there was a beautiful spiritual sight and there were crystals, spheres and also energies.  The energies were very powerful and very special and some more than others and were calmer here.  There is beauty beyond, what we could imagine and they would take me places and where beauty and love is. They had come to share their knowledge, wisdom and we learn from each other and also it was a wonderful feeling of being complete.  There was a glow around the cavern and sparkling of crystal energy and it was a powerful energy and it provides the life for the creatures and it was the main power source.  The Dolphins smiling and chatting away and Aria, as well as Zain, think they are adorable.  They talk to each other as well as us.  We were going to swim with them again even when the waters looked clear they were still pink in colour. Cynthia wanted to know what I saw and the marine life was glorious and the spheres too.  There was a spacecraft under the waters and we knocked at the door to get into it and we could go into the spacecraft.  I was pleased to experience this as I was the first Angel to do this Angelic session with Cynthia.  The door opened and it looked different and it was narrow to enter, and it opened wide and there were Angels inside the craft.  They were busy going about their businesses and there was marine life in behind big glasses.  We walked further and there were more rooms too.  The people were smaller and somehow they dressed informal clothes and they were small Angels.  They were special and they were lovely.  In fact, as I got closer to them they did not look like people and they looked like little Est., as they were so cute.  They were a very different looking species and I was the first to see them and they did not talk, but it was all telepathically.  Things started to float to them, such as pencils, etc.  They showed their abilities openly and some of them were coming up to me and their appearances were that they did not have much hair and when I looked closer they had none at all.  They had an adorable smile that was wide, and they had little noses and big eyes.  The colour of their skins was orange/pink like their outfit and they had no white in their eyes.  Their little suites matched their skins. They were adorable and very chatty as they talked really quickly and they wanted to show me something as they were pleased I was there.  I could not understand their speech, but miraculously I sort of understood them.   Zain, Aria and I went with them and we were into a big room and there was energy in the middle of the room.  There were people coming through the energy and I had to ask for an interpreter as I could not understand my new friends.  The people that were coming through it, is like if they had stepped into the red planet.

This energy was a source of a device and it helped to run the ship and also it that our beings were from other lancets that came through the portal.  They came from other dimensions and this portal was very stable and it is looked after our friends who are called the Shrarrh people, (with no accent).  I did have a go at spelling it and I got Sherrarr.  Nearly got it but hey at least I had a go.  I then was shown the Sheyyyra Portal and it was named after the person who made it and who created it.  I was going through the portal and Gabriel came with me this time to which I was grateful and I felt the energy brushing my face and I just stepped into a new world just like earth but it was beautiful and full of life.  There were creatures and they looked prehistoric and it was like a world that time forgot, but then they did not look like prehistoric creatures they looked like if they came from a different planet. They lived all together peacefully and the planet was unspoilt and I notice none of them ate each other.  I was apparently on the same planet but in another dimension.  They were gentle creatures and the people were there also and they were just as kind and gentle too. It was glorious and I was so lucky to be here and there were creatures I not seen before and there are sceneries that you could die for like Vietnam unspoilt places and spiritual, everything and everyone was one.  The trees, planet life, mountains and lakes were beautiful and there seemed to be energies forms too and there were crystals, but they were large and they were glowing away.  The waters were healing waters.  This journey was nothing like I imagined and it was so calming and beautiful.  Oh, it was a whole new world and it was exciting and you had to be there to appreciate it and I do and I will always treasure this journey.

Cynthia asked if I wanted to go home as it was so very late and it was about 2.20 am in the morning.  Gabriel kindly brought me home the fast way and I always feel dizzy when he brings me home the fast way.  I have to say that this journey was spectacular.  I had thanked everyone that had made my journey possible and I was as grateful for this as it meant a lot to me.  I am thanking everyone that took part in the journey and for my new little friends too.

Love Cindy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

Meditating to our Angels.

Over the years I have learnt that meditation is good for you and your health. It is also an excellent way of contacting your spirit guides and also your loved ones that have passed over to the other side or what ever you call it. Meditating is a good way of calming the nerves as a lot of people suffer from this as well as depression. It is also good if you have any medical conditions as it helps you to cope with the pain and disability. It is good for control breathing too and this helps if you are asthmatic like my daughter. My eldest son who is autistic also meditates as I have shown him to do it. It is the calmer effect on him and he does not get so upset like he used to. He has found it interesting.
I just thought I would tell you a bit about meditating as it is not a medicine but it does help you and it is not a religion either. Meditating has been around for a few thousand years. It has been in the Eastern side longer than in the Western side of the world. Meditation became more popular in the 1960’s as people were more acceptable to things like that and as I called it, the flower power years. Now its the fashion everyone wants to learn how to meditate. The old and the young. There are fascinating stories splashed all over the media about the very young and old doing meditation. Thing is Meditation has been around for a long, long time. Its a pity the Western side of the world had not found meditation a long time a go, then maybe we would not as stressed as we are now.
So I like say people are now finding it fascinating that young folks are meditating as well as the old. As you meditate you begin a new journey that will change your life in a lot of ways as the Doctors are recommending it and all walks of life people are meditating. I learned this while I was at a Spiritualist Church and loved doing it when I was taught how to meditate. It was not easy really as I am partially deaf, however, I have learned how to do it and never looked back. I have had to work harder than the normal person because of my deafness and I have done so and it has inspired me and it has helped me with my autistic sons. My daughter meditates and she burns candles while doing so. What ever makes you feel comfortable and relaxed go for it.
People will go as far as having a meditation room and they will clean it from top to bottom. They will put a Buddha in there and incense too. I would love to do that and have a room for myself or for people who would like to do this. It is great if you can have a few of you meditating if you have images you can tell each other about them. Meditating is wonderful and to be able to do this you can begin to realize how the spirit world and the earth are connected. Not everyone can have a meditation room which is a shame and but we can do meditation anywhere that you feel comfortable and that you will have some quiet time. All you have to do is make sure you have time. Everyone needs some sort of a long time if they can. I know for some people it seems impossible, however, if they look at the things they do I am sure they could spare a few minutes per day. You can meditate anywhere and I understand that some people do it while they are having a bath and burn some candles and incenses too.
I have been meditating for quite a few years and from personal experience, it has been an insight to the spiritual world. I feel that I should share how to meditate and show you how easy it is as some people find it a little complicated as some books make this so difficult and it is really easy to do. Some people just need guidance and the simple way of meditating and also the easy way too.
How to Meditate:
If you are a busy person try and find a place where you can meditate and have no one to disturb you at all and even switch off the telephones, mobiles and tell friends and family not to come at a certain time. You need to be lone but if you have friends and family who are interested in what you are doing, even better. Tell them to come and bring some music that you may be interested. Also see what music that you may like first and then get in a comfortable position that you like if you like being on the floor or a chair, or even a bean bag. Just make yourself so comfortable and loosen some tight clothing and sit there and just relax. That is what you need to learn first is to relax. Sit or lay where ever you want and put on some music and just listen to it and see if you can see some images. If you do not see any images that is fine, do not worry about it. Just listen to the music and you will find that you can cope with the everyday thing that gets you down.
Once you have done that then it is time to control your breathing while meditating. Do not worry if you do not do it properly for the first few times. All you do is breathe in and breathe out slowly. If you really want to at the beginning breath in through your nose and breathe out through your mouth. As you practice this it will calm you and just do it at your own pace. Then start to breathe in and fill up your lungs and everywhere in your body and hold for a few seconds and breath back out slowly. Once you have got the hang of this then you can say that you have controlled breathing exercise. Just practice it when you are done and then it becomes a lot easier for you. When you breathe in makes sure you can feel it in your abdomen and hold it and slowly let your breath out of your mouth. You will start to feel better just doing this sort of thing.
It improves the power of your concentration. Calms you down. It also enables you to know what you want out of life and how to achieve. All you need is 5 minutes of your time per day to meditate. Just remember it can help with pain and it can help with the everyday stresses of life and you can even live a little longer. Life on earth is tough and you have to make decisions and you worry about your partner, children, money or having no confidence to go up and ask some one out. As you meditate you can concentrate on being more confident in yourself and be more assertive too. Remember that humans are a mystery on earth and we are learning how we can connect with the spiritual world and making life a lot easier on earth for ourselves. We have been around for millions of year and we still are learning and evolving. We shall indeed learn how to be at peace with ourselves and with animals too. Life is interesting and will be more so if people realize that life if worth living. You can do anything you want if you put your mind to it. If you want to be more assertive then this is the way to do it and if you want to heal your body, this is also the solution.
So shall we begin a meditation?
Shall we start with a candle meditation? I love candles and it can be any colour but I prefer white as it a purity colour and also it is easier to see in the dark. Make sure that the candle is safe and put on some music that you feel goes with your mood. So you are comfortable and you can see the candle and just concentrate on your breathing and look at the candle and see if you can see anything? Just look for a few minutes. Slowly close your eyes and as you listen to the music and just breathe in and out slowly. Try to imagine that you are sat on a bench at the top of a lovely grassed hill. You look down and there are beautiful flowers of the rainbow and incense of the flowers are so strong. You sit there and breathe in the beautiful aroma. You decide to get up and walk down slowly and while you are doing this you look at all the flower and how big they are. There are all kind of different flowers and smells too. As you walk up to them you see the different shapes of the flowers. You then realise that there is some one at the end of the flowers and you recognise the face and you walk up and realize that it is your spirit guide. You are so happy to meet your spirit guide at last. You can ask your spirit guide questions and if you see images then they are telling you, or if you can hear them talk to you even better. It is wonderful when you meet your spirit guides or Angels.
I shall do more on meditation as there are so many of doing them and it is interesting as it is different experiences each time. I shall be talking about your Chakras and this will help you more and you will understand a lot more about meditating and colours. As colours do bear a strong connection with you and your chakras, and also your life too as you become more aware spiritually and become a person that you want to be.
‘Meditating’ by Cindy Poulson

From my ghostly past

ghostly old woman in a houseFrom my past ghosts have been around my family all my life.  I remember like if it was yesterday.  I was married once to a man that was the love of my life and my hero.  I did not realise until 30 years down the line that he would leave me for another woman.  My heart was broken into bits and I was shocked and did not realise he did not love me anymore.  Our 3rd house in a place called Featherstone, West Yorkshire.  The house is no longer there.  It was a cold house and I have to say we stayed there for 7 years.  It was 1987 and there was a hurricane and my husband at the time was laying down a carpet in the living room while I was in the dining room watching the storm and the dog we had called sam was under my chair terrified.  Anyhow, I was pregnant with my daughter and the next day I was in hospital as I was poorly with toxaemia and needed to rest.  I felt un easy in that house and I should have known it was haunted.
After 3 weeks in bed and my daughter coming premature I came out of hospital.  I had a lot of sleepless nights and my ex-husband’s mother whom I loved gave me advice about feeding the baby as she was so hungry all the time every two hours she needed feeding.  I started to have a good night’s sleep as my ex-husband went to work.  He did not earn very much.  I did not go to work as no one wanted a deaf person to work for them and I tried in vain to work.  I started seeing things move and I took no notice at first.  I was so busy with the baby and I was tired all the time doing the washing drying and hovering as well as going to see mother and father, as well as shopping and cooking.  I did my best for the family and I was fit and well or so I thought.  I use to see my sister in law as I got on well with her.  I started to rest a little and had some me time.
The sounds of the house started to make it known to me that it was a live.  Doors slamming and crockery been broken – cups and plates.  Funny sounds too.  I thought oh blimey its haunted.  I told my ex-husband who was a believer in ghosts, spirits or entities.  It got that bad with the cupboard doors being slammed that he tied it with strong string being wound around the handles and keeping the crockery inside also.  It gave up thank goodness.  The baby – my daughter did not like being alone in the rooms on her own.  When she was a sleep I would wash up and dry up and – she gave a all mighty scream to let me know she was a wake.  I realise it was haunted by an old woman as my ex-husband and I saw her walk a long the landing – yikes.  She use to thump on the ceiling and on the walls.  She really made our lives living hell.  We did not have much money it was sad really as we did not get a good start in life.
I started getting poorly and I got that I could not walk for long.  I walked every where I use to walk four miles per day.  I was poorly after having my daughter but I had fallen and hit my head on the road as it was slippy through the ice as it was in December when I had my daughter.  Anyhow, I had  not seen my ex-husband for 3 years properly as he got jobs where it was paying better.  Poor lad worked and I just looked after my daughter and cooked dinners etc and clean the house.  We did not have much at all.  Lady next door use to have our Ruth for a hour while I lit the fire and hovered etc.  I saw my ex-husband and I was pregnant with my next child who was a boy.  I was heavier with him I had toxaemia again and was in hospital.   I was never well.  I loved my ex-husband dearly and I missed him always.  Anyhow he was heavier and all my children were beautiful.  My next door neighbour loved the children.  She was a brilliant neighbour and I have to say I have been blessed with neighbours where ever I have been.  He was an easier baby to feed and change etc.  My daughter was 3 years old then, there were three years and three days between them.  I was thankful for my ex-husband as well as my children.  I love them all dearly.  I then realise the ghost was upsetting the children by starring at them which was a horrible thing to do.  Again I was busy, my poor mother in law died and she was a kind hearted lady with a great sense of humour and stuck up for her husband and children.  We had a very sad year.  I was fighting for DLA at the time and it was the same day that I went for an assessment.  I felt so guilty.
!8 months later, I had another son and he was lovely too.  He was hard to feel also.  I had a feeling there was something wrong with my son and I realise then we needed for him to see some one.  The children got put into the next bedroom except the youngest, he was in our room.  The children woke up screaming one night saying there was a nasty lady looking at them.  So, therefore I put the children in my room with the ex-husband and slept in their room.  After a few hours she came and visited me and I was shocked and asked for my angels to get rid of her and also to cleanse the house.  I asked for Angel Michael to help me.  However, I did not do very well at it as she came again and again.  I asked each day to move and asked each day for us to be happier and no ghosts in the next house.  I said it every day.  The ghost scared the children again.  We had to see a specialist for our youngest son and we found out that he had severe autism and severe learning difficulties.  So screamed and shouted at her and told her if we moved she was not going to follow us as they can do.  I told her not to scare the children.  It worked thank goodness. She was quiet for some time and I knew she was not gone but as long as she did not scare anyone I was no bothered and that she did not break any of my glasses and crockery too, or banged cupboard doors and the other doors, or turned on the washer and dryer.  She was annoying.
Anyhow, we got a nice house with a toilet down stairs We were very happy and I even went out to the pubs which was lovely.  I also was happy to find that I could sit in the back garden with roses and daises too.  Everything was so easy.  We did have difficulties with the neighbours, however, we did have some good times. It was a long living room so we had the Christmas tree at one end of the room and the dinning room table at the other end.  It was fantastic and I had a lot of cupboards too.  I found it increasingly hard to prepare dinners and ovens too.  We also found out that our middle child who is a boy has moderate autism and moderate learning difficulties too.   My father died in 1997 and it was tough on the family as well as my mother in law.  Loved them both so very much indeed and I loved my ex-husband and children too.  I was trying to drive, I think I would have made a very good driver too.  I tried my best in so many different ways.  My ex-husband came from a big family and there were always different parties going on.  I felt happier at this house and it was a shame that we moved, however, my health got worse unfortunately.  We got to move to a village not far away into a new bungalow which was beautiful, however, yet again it was haunted.  I still live there with the children.  We have had a lot of tough years and I found out that I have fibromyalgia, sjogren’s syndrome, arthritis, hernia, Raynaud’s syndrome and asthma too as well as being partially deaf.  So I had a lot of illnesses and my ex-husband had blood pressure, bad  arthritis. I do my best to look after the boys and I hope to God I can help them as long as I live and be  a good mother.
That is another story from my past and present.  I have been in the bungalow for 20 years this August 2017.  There is never a dull moment in our home, lol.
Cindy Poulson.

Welcome to my Blog!

Hello there,  I thought I should talk about myself.  I grew up with ghosts and I was completely deaf when I was 6 months old and could not speak or hear until I was 7 years of age.  I started to predict things, both of my parents were psychic also.  So I was into all sorts of paranormal or ways of telling fortunes.  My mother could read anyone’s palm.  She told my brother, Christopher his palms and said he should have been dead.  He went back to Libya and we do not know the full story about how he died.  It upset both my parents and the rest of us very much indeed.  Then there were several other deaths in the family that I predicted.   I was told when my sister would die and also my parents

I was thirteen years of age when I started to tell fortunes by reading tea leaves, palmistry, tarot cards and playing cards as well.  I was very accurate with my readings and I was told how gifted I was at such a tender age.  I am also clairaudient, clairsentient and clairvoyant.  I see the spirits who talk to me and give me messages for their loved ones.  They show me a moving picture. If you have ever seen a silent movie, that will give you an idea of what I am shown.  I also went to a spiritualist church for a few years which helped me evolve as a medium.

From then on I have started teaching and helping people to develop in to amazing mediums, by teaching them ways that they can comprehend.  Each person is different.  I have done hands on healing too and that is extremely wonderful too, connecting with angels and spirit guides.  I love it when people love to learn new ways of developing their skills.

A few years ago I started connecting with my Angels which has really changed my life.  I see them, I hear them and I am blessed to have experienced many metaphysical journeys with them.

While I have acquired a wealth of experience I am always looking for new ways to develop my abilities.

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